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    Sunday, July 16th, 2006
    2:40 pm
    back from ohio, miss ronna & karla verrrry much, can't wait til they both come home, i get to see rachel for the 1st time in a long time tonight yayy! dan & josh too! seeing you me and dupree which looks really funny i can't wait. =]

    Current Mood: excited
    Thursday, June 29th, 2006
    2:17 pm
    And just when I thought all guys were jerks, I meet him. He's aaaaaammmmmmaaaaazzzzzzinnngg, really. =]
    And I miss Ronna! =(

    Current Mood: giddy
    Monday, June 26th, 2006
    8:15 pm
    scary day
    OMGOMGOMG today at work was crraaaazzzyyyy. It really was, we've never had a day like today. We had 33 kids today and 3 counselors, so that's pretty much 11 kids per counselor and we went to this pool water park place in Pembroke Pines...2 of our kids almost drowned, it was horrible. We need more counselors because there's no way that we can keep an eye on all of them. Luckily there were tons of lifeguards around and they noticed the 2 kids struggling so they jumped in and god them right away...thank God. I only saw 1 of them and by the time I realized what was happened the lifeguard was wayyy ahead of me. It scared me so bad, I felt so bad. I mean I know it's not my fault but still if something would have happened I really wouldn't be able to live with myself afterwards. I'm just so0o thankful they're both okay. So yeah today was crazy, I came home and was completely exhausted. I forced myself to go to the gym and take my spinning class though, I'm proud. I pretty much fell asleep in the car on the way to the gym though haha but the spinning class definetly woke me up. Omg and my room looks beautiful!!! lol it was so0o0o0o messy but now...it looks great, I know that sounds reallyyy weird but my room gets so so so messy and so when it's clean I feel good about it lol haha ok. I was up until like 3:30 last night texting someone I pretty much just met. =]

    Current Mood: busy
    Sunday, June 25th, 2006
    11:10 pm
    =]

    Current Mood: happy
    Saturday, June 24th, 2006
    3:29 pm
    okay so our camping thing didn't happen lol to tell you the truth I actually didn't expect it to. ugh me and Karla plan out things allllll the time, like we put so much time and effort into them and do they ever work out!? maybe 1 time in 10, that's it lol so yeah i'm dissappointed butttt i'm not surprised. ugh whatever i'm so done with having all this hope and always getting let down (not just with camping lol but lots of other things too) it gets reallyyyy old. ew i need to go brush my teeth, i just got home from karlas not too long ago, that sleepover was soooooooooooooooooooo much funn. we were seriously up until like 6:30 AM, which is normal for Karla, but not me, I'm exhausted. omg for hoursssssss literally we just talked about the same thing, ugh whyy why why why do we waste our time? i just don't know. but i swear everytime we notice those little things that certain ppl do we're just gonna burst into laughter and i don't think we're gonna be able to stop lolol "what??.....tell meeeee" lmao me and karla guessing their sizes ahhahahahahahahaha that was hilarious i swear that's actually the most i laughed like...ever. anyways yepp really funn sleepover, tomorrow i'm doing father's day lunch, a little late i know and monday i gotta work, tuesday beach with jacob!!! yayyy! =] xoxo

    Current Mood: blah
    Friday, June 23rd, 2006
    7:44 pm
    so i was just outside with my cat on her leash letting her like eat grass and stuff lol waiting for karla to come and my neighbor chris whom i never really met before (hes 18) was with his friend and walked over and he asks me what im doing tonight and i said hanging out at a friends house and he said something like why you should come over we're having a keg party lol haha i've seriously never met him before in my life and i didn't even know his name before tonight lol haha i just thought it was funny idk...his friend was pretty cute too. =P and he said "ok well definetly next time!" Yessssss! lol

    Current Mood: yayy
    6:42 pm
    ahhh so a week from tomorrow i'll be on my way to Ohio, crazy! i'm spending the night at Karla's tonight!! we're gonna plan out the camping trip for this saturday night, i really hope everyone can go, camping is so much funn, i hope it works out. well i gotta go back for karla's, bye! lol =)

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Thursday, June 22nd, 2006
    10:50 pm
    frusterated with the opposite sex
    So much has been going on lately, sooooo much. Ronna left for New York for 6 weeks, she was back for literally like 3 days, I only got to see her twice after she got back from her cruise but the 2 times I saw her were a lot of funn. We went to Boomers 1 night, and we did go karts, ahhhh that was so funn! I'm so glad we did that and then the next night we had a pool party at her house. I already miss Ronna so much! It was a lot of funn but it was actually really hard for me. It's hard to see Rowen, it really is, but it was only 1 night, so I got over it. I know this is bad but I really wanna see him as little as possible, I think it's the only way to forget about him. And I'll be leaving for Ohio a week from Saturday, I'll be there for 2 weeks...maybe even longer if things work out the way my mom wants. I can't wait, me and my mom get to take turns driving and I just think that being away from everything for 2 whole weeks (maybe longer) will really really really help me. So I'm def. excited, it's a good thing. I'm wondering why some certain guys are such dicks. Dan for example. He's changed so much it's unbelievable. This is my theory, he finally got over me so now he thinks he can treat me like a piece of shit, I get it, now that he's going to college and has his own car he's soooooo cool. Bullshit, I used to think he was one of the nicest guys in the world, boy was I wrong. Now when I think of Dan all I think of is asshole. Whatever. People change, sometimes for the good and sometimes for the bad. Work has been going really good, I love those kids to death I really do, they're so much funn, being with them just makes me forget about anything and everyyything. Something I'm really excited about, I was talking to Anthony and we wanna plan a camping trip! I LOVE camping and I haven't been camping since I was with girlscouts, we were thinking about camping on the beach, not sure if it's legal and safe or not lol but I think it'd be so much funn!! That's all for now, I think tomorrow I'm going to the beach with Rachel and then hanging out then I'm going to Central Park for some concert thingy with a few friends and I think me and Karla are planning a sleepover for tomorrow night, not sure though, gotta talk to her about it. I miss Ronna!!

    Current Mood: tired
    Sunday, June 18th, 2006
    5:31 pm
    Happy Father's Day!! =]
    So today was a really good day with my Daddy. He actually tried really hard not to drink. He even said something like "I want today to be a good day with my daughter so I'm not gonna get all drunk and get stupid," to my step mom. That made me so happy, no one understands lol. Like it meant a lot to me that he actually realized what he should be doing. I only see him on Sundays, so i think he's finally starting to realize that he should really just not drink while he's with me, I mean come on, it's ONE day, not even, just for the time I'm with him. He can get drunk Monday-Saturday for all I care, just not when I'm with him. That man can get crazy, and idiotic and violent when he's had too much. I just hope everytime I see him it was like it was today. We had so much funn, no yelling, no fighting, nothing like that. Pam took me driving for about an hour, it went pretty well, I'm getting a lot better. =) I'm trying to work up to being able to drive on the interstate for my Ohio trip! Ahh only a couple more weeks, I'm gonna have to drive every single day for the next 2 weeks so my mom and I can take turns driving. Anywho I'm working tomorrow, water day, 9-5 and then hanging out with Karla, Rachel, Ronna and hopefully Josh at Kabooms. I'm so excited to see Ronna oh my gosh. I get my check for $195 tomorrow, yesssss I'll finally have money and I know it'll be gone before I know it. Lol. Oh well, I'm a teenager, what do I expect, to save all my money in the bank! Ha!! I stayed up until 2:30 last night watching Cry Wolf!! Omg I was watching it alone, my mommy was sleeping and I was soooo scared, the whole time I was watching it I was just thinking oh man I wish someone was here watching this with me! Ahh it was a reallyyy good movie though, I wanna watch it again. Because the 2nd time you see a movie you usually catch different things that you didn't catch the first time, sooo yeah. But I'm reallyyy tired, so I'm going to bed early. xoxo =)

    Current Mood: cheerful
    12:21 am
    I LOVE RONNA!!! dfdsbfbs
    Tonight was soooooo much funn! I hung out with Rachel and Josh. Kabooms is officially FUNNN! With 3 N's! Tuesday is Ronna's house and Ronna finallyyyyyyyy comes home tomorrow, and it's Father's Day so I won't be able to see her, but Monday...def. hanging out. I'm skipping out on the gym 2 days in a row for you Ronna! Lol! I'm so excited to see Ronna! Ahhhhhh! =]

    Current Mood: excited
    Saturday, June 17th, 2006
    12:54 pm
    I'm getting my check for $195 on Monday!! 8-)

    Current Mood: relieved
    12:44 am
    I realized that I'm naive and have a lot to learn.

    Current Mood: drained
    Friday, June 16th, 2006
    1:21 pm
    Summer =]
    Ugh so I don't even know if I have a job anymore!! The main boss of the camp is being really stingy with her money and only wants to pay 2 counselors. I'm 16 and the other two are like 30 something and 40 something and one of those ladies is the bus driver and the other has been there for a long time. It's so unfair though because I volunteered at this camp for 3 straight years and she promised me when I'm 16 I'll have a paying job. I don't get angry easily but this really pisses me off. If they knew they weren't gonna pay me they shouldn't have had me work the first 2 weeks, they should have just told me so I could look for another job. Ahhhhh! I'm gonna stop by today and get my check for the days that I worked, I only worked 6 days but since they led me on and crap they're paying me for the days I worked. The boss of the camp did say she'd pay me for water days because I'm the one that goes in with the kids, buttttt water days are only once or twice a week. I was planning on working 3 days a week, every week. So when I go in today I'm gonna talk to them and hopefully negotiate? I don't know, there's no way I'm gonna be able to find another job right now though because no one is hiring!! Ugh I hate liars. So besides that my summer has been going really well. Last night we had the pool party at Jen's and that was funn. Matt and Jen...lol. I really miss Ronna, I actually talked to her for 10 minutes on the phone today. =) Tuesday is the pool party at her house. I can't wait! My belly button is really sore for some reason, don't know why? Ummm that's about it. =] <333.

    Current Mood: energetic
    Monday, June 12th, 2006
    5:02 pm
    Summer '06
    These are the ones who have made my summer amazing! =]


    Current Mood: busy
    Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
    8:34 am
    too much to update lol

    Current Mood: happy
    Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
    8:17 pm
    So I've just been working and going to the gym, running and driving, doesn't sound like much but I've never felt so busy lol. I'm going to a motel for the next 2 nights while my house gets tented for termites. The cool thing is the motel is so close to the beach so I'm very excited andddd it has a pool. But now I g2g clean out my room and pack. Be back sometime Saturday!!! =)

    Current Mood: tired
    Monday, May 29th, 2006
    1:39 pm
    The past few days have been so much funn, I've hardly had any time to just like sit and breathe lol. Me, Rachel and Ronna slept over Karla's on Friday night, that was a lot of funn, nothing but movies, dancing, food, laughs, and just funn-ness. lol Saturday I had a Sweet 16 on a yacht and brought Karla with me as a guest, thank God I did because I wouldn't have known ANYONE but the girl who was having the party lol, Karla made is so much more funn for me, we figured if she wasn't with me I would have been all alone on the top deck talking to myself in the pouring rain. lol So the party was interesting, there was this one girl that i was sitting next to at the table for dinner and i swear everytime i would open my mouth to say something, she'd just look at me like i was a freak lol i was just me being me saying things that i always say idk and i guess she thought it was weird, i went to put a potato in my mouth and it dropped on the table and i didn't even think she saw it and she goes "that's supposed to go in your mouth" lmao it was really funny. Then Karla slept over that night and after coming home and eating a little bit of junk food we went straight to sleep we were soooo tired. and supposedly karla talks in her sleep about tropical haha. then on sunday rachel and ronna came to pick us up at my house and we went to dunkin donuts and the mall and then fridays. it was a fun day for me rachel and karla, don't really want to get into details...that will just get me mad. so today my mom and i went to the beach for a couple of hours in the morning and it was sooooooo nice. really hott but nice. the water felt so good. and now i'm waiting for my mommy to get ready and she's gonna take me driving!! yayyy! we're gonna go up to where she works and she said there's this big parking lot where i'm gonna start out at. then we'll come home and i'll probably just drive around the neighborhood. i'll take baby steps with the whole driving thing. and speaking of baby steps me rachel and karla were talking about starting to go on a healthful diet right, we were talking about it in the car before we got to fridays, we were soooo intent on starting to eat healthy, we all ordered water for our drinks...rachel got this vegetable platter thingy and me and karla ended up getting a cheeseburger and fries lmao, great start, i know. but at least we had water rather than soda lol. our waitor was pretty weird buttttt he was really cool, he gave us a whole thing of free fries because i didn't finish my burger so we were gonna give it to karla's mom and the waitor comes back with a box full of fries and says "the burger looked lonely" it was cute lol. oh and when we first got there he knew we were goofy from like the first second we started talking with him and we all just ordered water and we told him we were going on like a healthy diet and he laughed and came back to get our order and me and karla get cheeseburgers lol and then he asked me something like what kind of burger so i said something like "a burger with cheese on it" lol i didn't know what he meant but what he really wanted to know was what kind of cheese lolol ahhh oh well it was funny. we made him laugh, i think we actually might have made his day lol. omg i can't believe i forgot to mention the part where we were walking out of hollister and this boy that rachel rode on the bus with for like 3 years sees her and he like walks up to her and asks if they rode on the same bus and that she looks familiar and stuff like that, they talked for like a good minute and i swear out of the whole minute he might have looked at her face for like 10 seconds. his eyes were totallyyyy fixed on her chest lol at first we thought he was trying to read her shirt because it had a lot of writing on it but he was just constantly looking at her chest and we figured it wouldn't take that long to read it lol and he wasn't even trying to be like casual about it he was just straight up staring at her boobs me and karla just looked at eachother with confusion and then starting cracking up. what a weird day we had...lol. but verrryyy fun, like always, well...rachel, karla and i had fun. my first day at work is tomorrow, i'm sooo excited, i freaking love those kids and i get to see ms.scott, i've known her since i was like a baby lol she's awesome, she'll be driving the bus this summer. i finally figured out a good routine for working out and running and stuff. even though it's summer, i'll still be going to the gym 3 times a week, then i'll get home at about 8:00-ish and run for cross country and then my neighbor loraine has a pool and she said i can come in it anytime so i figure after i'm done running i'll go and jump in her pool! i'm gonna start that tonight, but i can't go to the gym tonight because it's closed for memorial day. and omg we have to get our house tented for termites, buttt it's not totally a bad thing because me and my mommy are going to go to a motel for 2 nights by the beach AND the motel has a pool. so that'll be funn, i was worried i was gonna have to be like cooped up in a motel room for 2 days but with the beach right there and a pool too i'm gonna be so happy. me and my mommy already decided on what we're gonna do, we're gonna run up to the beach from the motel, which is like a good mile away, and then run back and jump in the pool. ahhh i'm so excited!! well that's about it for now i think, i'm going driving now!! yayyyyyyyy!! =]

    Current Mood: busy
    Friday, May 26th, 2006
    1:44 pm
    sleepover at karla's tonight! =D

    Current Mood: excited
    Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
    6:23 pm
    I GOT MY PERMIT! =D

    Current Mood: happy
    12:31 pm
    Ugh so it's 12:30 and I'm freaking home, I should be out watching a movie or at the mall or something lol but whatever umm I guess this gives me some time to study for finals tomorrow and sleep? I get my permit today, that's definetly gonna be the highlight of my day. I fell asleep in the middle of taking my english exam today, there were like a gajillion questions! Franklin woke me up and I was really cold right, so I was thinking like air conditioner and the abbreviation for that is AC soooo I had like 30 bubble questions left so every other question I'd bubble in A and then C so it was like ACACACACACACACAC. Lol whatever. I didn't take that class seriously all year so why should I start with the final exam!? That's 2 classes that were just a waste this year, ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ms.Snitehurst is really nice and sweet and everything but she just should not be a teacher...end of story. I'm so tired right now though so I'm gonna go sleep. Ahh I'm sooo excited for tomorrow, I think the plan is to go to Rachel's house for a little bit and then Sawgrass? Actually I'm not really sure but who cares it's gonna be the last freaking day of school so whatever we do is gonna be tons of funn!!! Can't wait!!!!!!! =] Oh and I'm kind of a little bit bitchy because I'm on my period (sorry if you didn't wanna hear that) I got annoyed of Franklin in 3rd hour today so I warned him and he wouldn't stop sooo I gave him bad cheese...but he didn't know it was bad until after he ate it when I told him! Haha! =P
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